Loneliness

i feel the eternity crushing my soul
of a black nothing weighing my heart
and i'm running far off in the distance
the real me torn apart
this is the broken love
my tears stain and rain
running backward in the snow
red steps on the horizon
inside me you'll never know
so i'm broken and fallen
tripping and losing
everything i know about me
is washed away down the drain
beckoning me, a whisper is close
it's my body calling my spirit
and in all the time i've been running
i realize now i fell a long time ago
now i am lonely
an echo of life
lost myself
in the night
loneliness is my love
deep breath and cold sweats
the weight of my skin
a hallow broken heart with in