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exploding hearts paint
orange weeping skies to arise
the ghost of a soul

Random Side Notes Welcome to my world! I am now attending school for application programming! I am self-taught in most areas and am still working to improve! Sculpting imagery from words is one of my favorite pastimes, however, putting pencil to paper is my first love. My goal is to one day combine my talents as an artist with my skills as a writer of both literature and programs. The time spent in my gallery is appreciated and I am continually humbled by the audience it has taken me years to gain, and those I have watched grow and develop!

Below Is some art from the dominant sections of my gallery. These are pieces I feel are some of my stronger works, I feel fairly confident and proud of them.


Purple Lotus Belle by ttbloodlustttWitcher.Geralt by ttbloodlusttt
Life Stealer by ttbloodlustttred phoenix burning by ttbloodlustttFly.Away.On.A.Sunny.Day. by ttbloodlustttIn a Pool of Red by ttbloodlustttGlitterdusted Angel by ttbloodlustttBloodyEye by ttbloodlustttDeath.Rides.the.Red.Tide by ttbloodlustttSilverConsumption by ttbloodlustttWebs by ttbloodlustttGreen.With.Envy by ttbloodlusttt
Traditional Drawings

Your Still Beating Heart by ttbloodlustttPlug Me In... by ttbloodlusttt
Trip by ttbloodlustttThe Witch Commands You by ttbloodlustttSkull in Hand by ttbloodlustttShaman by ttbloodlustttLucas_Neyna_OC_BlackWebs by ttbloodlustttPondering Wickedness by ttbloodlusttt

Mature Content

A Rose... by ttbloodlusttt
Who Cares About Hearing. by ttbloodlustttBandit Dreamer Traced by ttbloodlustttJessie J by ttbloodlustttSea.Me.Plz. by ttbloodlusttt
Digital Painting/Vector

Abjection by ttbloodlusttt

Mature Content

I  Found You by ttbloodlusttt

ScreamingDreams (w Vid link) by ttbloodlustttMark.The Unseen by ttbloodlusttt
The Sanguine of Longing (w/Vid link) by ttbloodlustttBleeding.Evil. by ttbloodlustttKazuki Fuchoin Threadmaster by ttbloodlustttGreenFace by ttbloodlustttSmoking Gun by ttbloodlustttSweet Lavender Gaze by ttbloodlustttLucas1_OC by ttbloodlustttCrimson.Demon by ttbloodlustttDivinity by ttbloodlustttFan/Rememberance Night Elf Priest by ttbloodlusttt

DidSomeoneSayParty by ttbloodlusttt

Red Hot Razorblades by ttbloodlustttBarbedFire by ttbloodlustttNothing Gold Must Stay by ttbloodlustttmyfavegradient by ttbloodlustttSexyHole by ttbloodlustttIn My Flames by ttbloodlusttt

I want to draw more Neyna and Lucas. What should they be doing? (They are vampires, mind you) 

3 deviants said Something with a background - @_@ (tired of seeing them in the middle of nowhere? me too)
3 deviants said I have no clue. Who is Neyna and Lucas? I clicked this because I've spent 3 seconds in your gallery..
2 deviants said Feeding (If you have a suggestion as to which way they should feed and on whom, plz feel free to comment)
2 deviants said Getting naked (for one reason or another)
2 deviants said Stalking the night (for one reason or another)
2 deviants said I just wanna see Neyna's mouth of fangs.
1 deviant said Tormenting one another, or others (:D feel free to suggest)
1 deviant said Hopelessly romantic pose? (lol - yes they are in love, yes this would be viable - yes, they are okay with this. I've asked them.)
No deviants said Utilizing their powerful abilities (battling others - feel free to suggest)
No deviants said Plz, more Lucas (suit? naked? half naked? street clothes? (rare))

My Sweet Somebodies, A Space

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 29, 2013, 1:56 AM


Aug 28th 2013

+My Youtube
+My NewGrounds

Step forward
Accept my place
Face my role
Do not take from
Me the ground
I stand on
For it shall
No doubt mean
That I face

I'd like to take a moment to note a few individuals
that have had a profound affect on my life and
development as a person. In two months I have reached
well beyond the limitations I had unknowingly
placed upon myself. If ever I could say that I have friends,
these few transcend that simple word. They grace me
with their presence and I am awe struck. If any deserved
to devour my still beating heart, it would be these who I
admire and grow to adore.

Someone who manages to keep a smile on my face for the better part of
every single day. I admire him as a writer because of the amazing tales he
weaves with ease, and I am stunned by his artistic exploration that still
humbles me by the ease in which he produces such lovely work..
Never have I met such a chivalrous and selfless person as he.
My day wouldn't be the same without exchanging at least a few words with him
which always seem to put the breath back in my lungs. He is truly a hero
with the fiercest of hugs and deserves far more than he currently receives.

My personal favorites:
Eye Of The Universe by SolidMars
Fairytale PrinceSometimes I wonder,
if you really love me?
The awkward, moody guy,
the jealous one,
who loves his morning coffee,
sometimes, a lot more than you.
I promised I'd kidnap you, 
so we'd always stay together, 
though, I own nothing but my day's pay. 
I still promised you a cozy hut,
hidden in a mountain, 
a worn out fireplace, and a warm bed, 
candles to light our nights
and wine that'd last for decades.
I promised you a snowy morning, 
and a kiss under the mistletoe, 
Yet I lied, and called you my princess, 
though I am no prince at all. 
Escaping Father I"Whoever brings her to my feet will be my new right hand!" 
Her heart sunk at the words, her gaze shifting between the man who spoke and the knights who were also looking at him in a state of pure shock. 
"You heard me, what are you waiting for?" he said again, pointing his finger at her. They weren't that far apart, her horse only a few feet ahead of his as they moved through the forest, enjoying a normal hunting trip, or so she had thought. 
"Father, you can't be serious," she muttered, nudging her horse to move further away from him. "I don't understand father, am I not your only heir?"
He didn't answer, merely stared at her, his fingers trailing the diamond hilt of his sword, a dark smirk crossing his lips. 
"Run!" she yelled at the horse, dashing through the forest, trying to escape the knights who gave chase. The sun slowly disappeared as she entered the darker parts of foliage. The low branches scraped at her face and clung to her cloak as she plunged deeper
The Pale MouseI.
Red shades,
fading bullets,
fire in the distance.
You're in a city and 
I am in another
a foreign feeling
washed through my heart.
Twelve hours in silence,
No power, no phones.
A daily ritual to live through;
I'd stay on the balcony
counting minutes till one,
of your voice, your laughter, and
the thousand roses i smell in your hair.
Soldiers marching, 
you're so scared
windows are sealed, 
the doors are locked.
another bullet rings
another wave of blood.
Curling in the darkness,
under the bed
dying for a drink yet,
you refuse to get up.
I promised i'd be there,
waiting on the other side
of a telephone line.
I told you the tale
of a small pale mouse, 
cleaning her house.
she found a shiny
gold coin and
danced to joy.
You laughed,
there was no more fear.
Did you get a drink?
you protested, 
asking what happened
to the mouse.
It's simple, 
you are my pretty pale m


Hg123 by ttbloodlustttHeartgrinder
I hadn't been to NewGrounds in a decade or so but SolidMars told
me to head there to see if I could solve my music blight. I scoffed.
Once I got there I went straight for Electronic- Industrial and clicked
TheHeartgrinder because the name drew my attention above all others.
What happened afterward I can only describe as the most unifying
experience of my life. Not only did I find his music completely
entertaining but I also discovered that he was one of the few talented
people who took the time to reply, in depth, back to me. I think we both
wow'd one another. I am extremely inspired by him, and more. Not to
mention how completely envious I am of his ability to doodle with a
sharpie. There are no words sometimes so I simply drool, grin, and nod.

Some tracks that are my personal favs:
Forgive Not
The Great Charlatan
Grave Digger
Failure and its Apprentice

This extremely well worded man stumbled upon me and refused
to leave me to my own devices and vices. Commenting on my
literature so frequently he caught my attention. At first I was totally
thrown off, I mean, no one has ever spent so much time ripping
apart my words to find their meaning. Not even I do that. However,  
the dark pit I had slipped into became abruptly brilliant with the light
of his insight and he tugged me a safe distance away from the horizon
of my own self destruction. What he does reaches far beyond the realm
of human capability. He is truly, self deemed and I completely acknowlege,
a protector of that which deserves being cherished and saved. I admire
him beyond words.

Personal favorites:
Enraptured by your TendrilsYou scar me and mar me
As I grin in delight
You jar me and tar me
As my skin pales to white
I adore and abhor you
As you bleed the poison free
I implore and explore you
To bring about my eternity
You stab me and jab me
With touch and go ecstasy
You dab me and slab me
Never knowing what you meant to me
I love and shove you
While you dissect my corpse
I above and dove you
Cherishing judgment from your courts
You will me and kill me
Ever the saccharine bittersweet kiss
You mill me and drill me
It is your cherished spite I miss
Leave me to oblivion
Where I might find my peace
Lead me to delirium
Where you will never leave
Carve your name in my chest
So that I may find rest
Knowing no such feral pest
As not sleeping with the best
Allow me my eternal torture
As I suck down your venom
And tell tales of my fortune
In finding you on this vellum
Your words throw me into chaos
Your smile spells my doom
Your name claims it will save us
Your breath tells of the end's loom
This pen cannot save me
Silent DuelsThe exchange was tense. The man stood staring at the woman as she stared right back at him. Neither appeared particularly inclined to make the first move nor towards hurting the other, but the scene felt like a raging battlefield nonetheless. He brought one hand up to the back of his neck and massaged the muscles there as if trying to relieve the tension but quickly gave up with little hope of easing the current tense response his body was having. She casually brushed her bangs from her eyes attempting to tuck them behind her ear to no avail. He shook his head slightly from side to side as he let his gaze drop to the ground. She grimaced biting her bottom lip as if creating that prison was the only thing holding her tongue from murder. He sighed deeply as he looked up to the sky and tried to envision an alternative ending to the path they had suddenly ended up taking. This only further aggravated her as she clenched her hands into fists so tight droplets of blood traced their way betwe The Dark MurmuringsIs this a life?
Late nights spent alone
Only rum and music to accompany me
Trying to find meaning
By existing to those who
Dispose of me with the click of a button
So cold and dark that
Even porn seems like a distant luxury
The only relevance I hold
Is through a moniker
One that keeps me forever distant
From even those I share truth with
Shadows enslave my soul
And life continues
Though sometimes I wonder
What it would be like to mean
As Atlas suffers at least he
A foreign translation of
The beat of my heart
Yields hollowed words
On a strange and exotic white page
As blood flows down my wrist
Embracing the tip of the pen
And proceeding the words of my mind
Conscious versus subconscious
Is the debate
Unconscious is my existence
Livelihood found in the hopes
Of others
Is a disgrace to the gift of life
And jumping on this train of stagnant death
I am the lord of this pestilence
I beg you to infect my veins with your
I would sacrifice all to know
What secrets you refuse to show


This wonderfully twisted mind is akin to my own, at least that's
how I feel. Her words tend to be so very straight forward, short,
yet she crams a precise point into them more often than not.
I am inspired by her darkness and her ability to weave webs
with her words. What I'd describe as blunt force trauma to my
mind after reading her poetry, and it's one of the best experiences
I've ever had. I don't tend to read poetry or literature in general by
other deviants but this is one writer I am deeply pleased to
indulge in.

Personal Favorites:
Hidden NecrophiliacHe had me degraded
My shine has faded
I must end his life
He knows I don't fuck without a knife
Lowering himself into me
I let my body run free
He fills me completely
As he thrusts repeatedly
Arching my back and shuddering in climax
Feeling him tense and relax
He joins me his body being taken by gravity
The knife slips under his chest cavity
Blood covers my bed
Blood dripping onto my head
Licking it from my lips
Raising my hips
Flipping us over me now on top
The knife I drop
He never felt this good
I ride him as a woman should
Almost instantly I came
The small spark busts into flame
I love him once more
His corpse I shall sexually explore
My Demon My Demon My Demon My KinYou I will take care
Your skin I shall repair
Make you beautiful again
For my wonderful demon
Snip snip cut your hair
You have the beauty so rare
Your fingernails I shall trim
Fill the blood cup to the rim
And pour it on your chest
There ain't no rest
For the likes of me
My demon my demon
My demon my kin
I love my demon so
Take me below
Here's your present
It was only meant
For you and no other
You're my brother
My demon my demon
My demon my kin
Warmth Within My SoulTake care of this bloody debris
Made by only me
Hang their bodies on trees
Let them blow in the breeze
Warning to all
That everyone will fall
Under my lust
For having blood is a must
For your sake
You must make
Haste to the safe side of the boarder
This land is colder
Colder than my soul
For it carries warmth
Warmth of fresh blood seeping through


With an imagination possibly more active than my own I find
myself smiling ear to ear while visiting her gallery. Sure, most
people probably won't see what I see when I'm there but for me
her gallery is a whimsical place full of story and narrative based
upon a fixed range of characters. Not only is she brilliant, she
can make me smile just seconds after messaging me. Her
literary works have really surprised me and I feel honored
to be gifted with her wit and charm so often.

Personal Favorites:
White as snow by Sisilia17 Enough of beauty, there is a warrior inside by Sisilia17
TranslationRed Threads (Translation of "rote Fäden")
For this one night
Be on the watch
Be on your guard
because your demon no longer rests.
For this one night
I woke up
I do not sneak up on you
scurry around your bed
so that no one could save you
I wait for you.
I know you'll come over
Wash over me like waves over the shore
In this one night
Your gaze spins red threads
you see me
And I see you
You grab the yarn
So well done
You build a net
Let out your greed.
In this one night
I am not defensive.
it was my duty!
I'll play along
and you'll bind me.
In this one night
your red thread will cut me in half
Dipp my heart in twilight
Pull it tight around my neck,
you will not regret it!
In t-this o-one night
silences my heart
Finally silence in my head!
I'm ready for that endless torment
thorn drilling
into my flesh
I'm so hot!
I can feel the blood.
It's fine like this.
Should I cry, should I scream?
No, because you'll leave your redeeming sign on me.
Welcome to the cavernsWelcome to a sick mind
Where darkness lurks
not very kind
A single ray of light
Caresses stone
As you hope to escape my caverns
Filled with blood spilled
My puppets
Embedded in my darkness
Hang from the ceiling
Whispering forgotten greetings
To the ones that climb down here
To search my presence
A world full of gore
I crave for more.
You run
such a long distance
you run
like it could save your life
you just run
like you were faster than me
The thing no one sees
you just run
to get away from me
the dark nightmare
coming for your soul tonight
Eyes of purple, roars of a beast, the smell of blood
such beautiful sharp teeth
A strong jaw,
and claws, sharp like razorblades
That's what I have.
Just for you, my dear.
haunting your senses
I’ll make you break down
In  your upcoming insanity you’ll drown!
You’re shaking
so beautiful to me.
Remember you can’t run from what you can’t see
My sinister love will take you away
I’ll show you where the rope


A few more deviants that inspire me to express myself
and share myself in ways I didn't think I wanted to. I enjoy their
work and talent to extremes.


Thanks for continually inspiring me to crawl from my cave once in a while.
Don't be hurt if your icon isn't here, it doesn't mean that I watch you (or you
watch me) for no reason. There are far too many people I watch to list
them all. Anyone could open the list of arists I watch and most of them
would be inspiring in one way or another.
These artists, however, are the sore thumbs in my mind and heart.
These artists paint with words and images new planes upon my
existence. These are people I think of when I think about dA and
how long I've been here.


If you have any questions, need any tips, or have any requests feel free to ask.
I'd like to consider myself one of the few artists who attempts to comment
back to any and all messages I get.

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See below Scroll boxes for
 'Commissions' and 'Resources'


I am open to commissions. Note me if you think I can assist you.


Water Drops
Spiders and their Webs
Cracks 1 & 2
Clouds and Stars
Butterfly Wings
All things that Glow

-RULES- 1. Must link
back to me in your description (ie.
no spaces : icon ttbloodlusttt :. 2. May
NOT be used in commercial work. 3.May be
used in PRINTS on deviantart. 4. Please
respect my request! Enjoy!

I do not require any specific
credits for gradients other than an
icon link to me. I just want other
people to know where the gradients
came from. If you want to note me
with use of these gradients, I would
LOVE to see your work and +FAV it!

Fractal Gradients 1

Wing PSD

Feel free to add me to friends,
I always love to chat and meet
new people, answer questions and give
Tutorials- these are a bit
outdated but feel free to take a look!

Image Size and Clarity
Color to Black and White
Ptained Hair
Wing Depth
Lip Lustre


Favorite Stock Resources
Stock Exchange

Nightelf digi painting


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Canankk Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Thank you for the favs Meaw by luisbc
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Happy Birthday!
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Happy Birthday :cake: :rose:
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Happy Birthday x
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Happy Birthday. Have a great day.
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